How much does it hurt when you aren’t being able to talk with the one you love (your crush) or seeing her with someone else?
I’m currently a high school student who is studying on aboard.
The reason that makes me write this article is because I would like to get it out of my heart and I want to share it to the world.
I have crush on this one lovely girl at my school for a very long time (about 2 years). She is a really nice and kind person and also has a good personality.
We barely to talk each other but we do see each other every day at school and she always gives me a smile every time she sees me.
Each time she smiles, I have fall in love with her more and more.
I have this one problem that I have no guts to talk to any girls (I don’t know why) and this makes me not so close to her because we don’t really talk.
Last year, my school had an event and it was a trip going out of school that time I had managed to talk to her because we were on the same bus. We had some good memories together during that trip and I will always remember it.
This year, on the Valentine’s Day and I bought roses for her but I put “Anonymous” so that she doesn’t know that it was me.
My school has another big event later in this year and it is only happen once in a life time for us. I always hope that I will be her partner for this event but unfortunately, I found out that she already has a partner and this really hurt me a lot.
You will understand my feeling if you have experienced with your love one is with other guys. I was so upset and I did not know what to do and I promised myself that I’m not going to this event because I can’t stand to see her with this guy.
I have so many words to tell her but I think it is better not to say it. I know if I don’t do it then I would never show her how much I love her and I have reasons that I decided not to tell her.
In my mind, I always wanted to give up on her but my heart tells me that I can’t do it.
It would be really great if you can give some tips or suggestions for me to work this out.
What can I do to get to know her more and to develop our relationship closer?